Fire

Why do I do this to myself, why must I get involved things that I should not be.  I have enough of my own shit to worry about to deal with someone else's.  I am very angry, It is very hard on me not to just throttle someone to make me feel better.  I like to think I am a passive person, but sometimes others have a way to get to me.  Interrupting or muttering while I am trying to talk and explain my side.   I need to let off anger.  I really do have my self sometimes for making things worse.  Maybe that's why I so often want to be alone in the quiet so I don't screw things up and make situations worse.  I wish I did not care as much as I do and the worse is that I care more than people even know.  If I don't care then I don't get involved.  I just need to get away from it all, to forget myself and disappear.