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Things are never quite right, they all seem to be going well and a wrench gets thrown in.  Really does not matter what way either, you can be minding your own busines and enjoying be pissed off and someone comes alone and cheers you up.  Now that does not happen very much to be, it always seems to be more of a middle ground.  All too often I am a blank slate, no real emotions so to speak.  Just waiting around for someone to either piss you off or make you very happy.  Either way someone is always meddling in your life.  Why can't people just let you be alone and content not feeling anything?  It would make life a lot more easier.